and i've lost myself, found myself and lost yet again,
discovered a city, rediscovered exuberant music,
let go of my friends for awhile to concentrate on family.
i feel like i've been through alot lately, and went through most of it alone - as it should be.
i'm losing my need to share, perhaps because i'm busy compiling the pieces of thought for more analysis before finally deciding what it is there is to say.
i'm working too much, displacing myself too much. it's time to build a better life.