1.09 am. my iphone is singing to me. random songs on a playlist that's too cluttered to be anything but random.
its the second day of a 5 day holiday. its the second day i've been working past midnight from home.
its getting harder to feel alive nowadays. there's a slight rush i get when i send off a particularly well-put together piece of work. other than that, and some squeezed in moments with loved ones, there's just not enough life in my life.
i dont know why i've been feeling so trapped these days. these are my choices, i'm staying put and waiting on my own accord. so why feel this cornered?
i'm still doing what i love, but things have changed somewhat. a part of me has figured out what's happened and it seems all there is to do is to come to terms with it and adjust until it gets easier.
"all we can do is keep breathing"
breathe. manage my time better. complain less.
easy.