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November 29, 2006

the prologue of my professional life

(written offline sometime between lunch hour and back-to-work-time)

there's nothing like being left on your own in a fishtank to finally free your thoughts. by fishtank, i mean that i'm in a glass room in a client's building, where i'm supposed to scrutinise (through various reports and stacks of documents) the inadequacies of a reputable organisation.

but in a room like this, i can't help but feel that i am being observed as well... not that there is any mistrust, but i suppose people are curious as to why i'm here.

it's been close to a year that i've been living my life as a corporate professional. winging it most of the time with snatches of freshly gleamed information and about as much confidence as a RM50 tie and GBP35,000 education can give, i've been brainstorming with senior professionals, telling organisations how to operate and perform better, growing a freshly acquired caffeine adiction and contributing as part of a machinery of checks and balances within the financial services system.

how've i been doing? apparently i've met expectations and exceeded some too. some work that my team and i recently put together was recently appraised by a partner in a middle eastern practice who mentioned that no one in the whole of the gulf could come up with more impressive material. i took this as a fairly good compliment, the track record of middle eastern consultants not-withstanding.

and so it is, that my efforts in juggling various side projects, social life and family commitments, not to mention waking up every morning to face rush hour traffic is well worth it. i really am in a good mood most mornings as i catch snippets of the morning radio show and marvel at the buildings that adorn the city i work in.

year one down, now what's next?

June 25, 2007

woe

been listening to a rather certain type of music lately. if you've heard them you prolly know how i've been feeling the past couple of nights. nothing dramatic. just accumulated slices of doubt, pensiveness and melancholy - just because.

augustana - boston
the perishers - pills
rogue wave - eyes
explosions - your hand in mine (goodbye)
deathcab - sound of settling
johnette napolitano - scientist
teresa teng - the moon...

maybe i just feel like a broody teenager again.

i haven't been tagged in a while - so before i start writing bad poetry, here's a meme.

4 Jobs I’ve had in my life
one : consultant camel jokey (paid well)
two : research assistant in a management school (paid really well)
three : cinema grunt (paid shite)
four : air asia call centre voice (paid commission)

4 movies I can watch over and over again
one : S'kali
two : transformers : the movie
three : before sunrise
four : the matrix and animatrix (first one - with the hot animated chick)
(there're prolly a whole lot more movies i could (and have) watch(ed) over and over again - star wars, sepet, crouching tiger, in the mood for love, ninja the wonder boy, batman begins, etc.)

4 Places I’ve been on Vacation
one : venice (the best)
two : rome
three : paris
four : cambodia (the best company)

4 Of my Favorite Dishes
one : steamed white pomfret
two : lasagna
three : ramli burgers (is it a dish? this really shows my culinary sophistication innit)
four : anything with onions/mayonaise/cheese/runny eggs
you really can't ask a malaysian to pick ONLY four dishes as favourites

4 Places I would like to Visit
one : london (with my godfather - if he were still alive)
two : egypt
three : new zealand middle earth
four : borobodur

4 Most overused Words
one : me!
two : discount?
three : f*ck/c*nt/ti*u/b*tch/p*ssy!
four : busy...

4 TV Shows I like to Watch
one : Grub Smith's travel shows / Borat's cultural learnings
two : Entourage / Friday Night Lights / The West Wing
three : theSimpsons / South Park
four : BBC World News / The Daily Show

4 Bloggers I am Tagging
one : huiyi
two : jujette
three : jonvantango
four : lyn

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